He is my first love, i dated him when i was 14. We broke up when i was 18. This guy really broke my heart. When he dumped me, i made myself seem as much attractive and mature as poosible, i change my dress, curl my hair, put on makeup hoping this guy will not leave me because i made myself pretty for him. He took my innocence , my youth and my heart more than anything you can image.But he dumped me for someone who looks simple,pure and innocent with straigt hair and slim figure. How many times i cried for my gone innocence and pried it could come back, it just did not. Now i am 23 and got one who really loves me. i have realized how silly i was, but i still could not forget him even after this long. And still dreamed about him. What should i do?