My Fh just got a new job. A great one! Full benefit, dental, medical, paid a week vacation, 5 years contract, $2/hr raise every 12, they also paying for his college to get his Bachalor degree. What more can you ask for!!!
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So ... we decided that we had to move. That place was too far for FH to drive everyday. We got a new apartment, $500 everything included and we could keep all 4 of our dogs. Everything were going great!!
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Then ... there's come the problem. There's always a BUT. WHY IS THERE ALWAYS A BUT !!!! I have to transfer my college from on side of the state to another. No problem with me. I'm OK --- I'd rather be at my old school. But This school is ok too.
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I don't know if any of you girl know TOEFL test. It's like ACT/SAT ... just for people like me who were born on a non-english native country. We need to take that test in order to attend any university/college in USA or Canada. I took the test 3 years ago in high school, and I pass. I didn't crack a book, not once! I've been in USA since Aug 2002 --- meaning it'll be almost 4 years this upcoming august! 4 years in USA --- you would think I can speak, listen and write in english ... AM I NOT RIGHT???
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at the college i was enrolling in (and currently, technically, still is), My GPA is 2.8 up. Depend on how hard I party during that certain semester. I took Anatomy and Physiology and got a B for F%$* sake!!!!!!!!!! I got A in speech and I took HONOR english in high school --- in UNITED STATE OF AMERICA, WHICH EVERYTHING WAS TAUGHT IN ENGLISH!!! I graduated from USA high school in Idaho with a 3.1 GPA and rank top 25 in the class. I took a college English 101. Too bad I hadn't take the second on---because I didn't want to until my Junior year dur to schedule conflic! And that's what fuck me up!!!
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Well ... the darn admission office say I have to have a TOEFL score re-take since it's more than 2 years old. (I took it in summer 2003). She said "unless you took Freshman AND Sophormore English in college---you need a TOEFL SCORE regardless or your application cannot be process"
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And thank you for telling me this on August 1st 
When the classes start in 3 weeks It cost $150 to take the test and where the heck will I get the money from? Plus it take 15 days for the test to be process---and the earliest test date is Aug 12nd!!! I have no time
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THis mean .... I have to go back to my old college (part of me is happy. I like it better anyway). But meaning --- the apartment we have here where my FH works .. FH will be the only one living here--with 4 dogs!!! He'll pay $500 all by himself.
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I, on the other hand, need to pay for ANOTHER apartment---which really don't make any sense. Unless I stay in the dorm, which I hate to do but will probably have to. Meaning FH and I will have to stay at a place 5 hours away from each other!!!
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FH is the only income we have. That includes my tuition,rent,food ---everything you can think of! Now that the living expenses has to be double---it's ridiculous!
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How am I going to plan the wedding like this? We can't even save money anymore because of this freaking rediculous expenses come in the way. I'm going to have to try to transfer again in the Spring and see what happens then.
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I really just want to cry
