I may be 40 and getting married for the very first time, but that doesn't mean I'm not going to have a blowout party with my 200 closest friends and family! We're planning a May 16 wedding and my bridesmaids will be wearing periwinkle dresses. My sister, who was diagnosed with leukemia last spring, will be there as my maid of honor and I cannot wait! I am going to be wearing a silk Justin Alexander dress and my little stepdaughter-to-be, Marie, will be leading the way up the aisle in a pink dress. (she has declared that she will be my only "wedding girl.") Although if it were up to my fiance, we would have no flowers at all, the theme will be roses, roses, and more roses.